So. Another Sunday night update. I guess I never made it three days in a row…:)
This evening you slept soundly in your mother's arms whilst we both watched a rather sad film. You stirred a little. It was a busy day for you. Your aunt's birthday. We celebrated briefly in a rather cold and snow filled back garden. Before heading indoors where I promptly had a nap!
Your cousin and uncle were both poorly. You didn't notice. Five months and all :)
Words are difficult to come by this evening. No, it is not the drink. Just an almost overwhelming sense of failure. Almost being the key word.
I still believe.
All my love,